those times when I want to punch my sister because she wants us to work together and she gets surprised I snipe back at her.

Learn to listen sister. Everything selfish you’ve done in the past 4 years makes me hate you. I stopped trying to work with you years ago. “Doing better” for a couple weeks will not remedy this. Especially if you’ve never apologized.

PS: and of course I can hear her complain to her boyfriend “how can I let her speak to me like that?” and I’m just here thinking of all the shit’s she’s said to me carelessly that I’ve had to take, and how she’s only bothered that her I’m-older-I’m-better-complex is being challenged? okay.